In real life, I mean.

At school, I see a bunch of kids hanging out with their friend groups, then think "Wow I wish I had friends like that."

I mean, I do have friends, but a lot of them I don't talk to, some of my friends I feel like are only there to make me feel wanted.

I remember back in fourth-fifth grade, I used to have this best friend. We used to talk and draw all of the time, we got a long really greatly, but then she got popular, and we don't talk as much anymore. I guess I just feel left out.

This doesn't just include school, but outside of it too. My nana never really lets me hang out with anyone, and I never get invited to anything anymore. A month ago, I actually was invited to a friends birthday party, which made me somewhat glad, but of course my nana didn't let me go.

Even though I have my online friends, I do want more irl friends, or at least have stronger friendships with them.